everything's a mess..everything is falling apart..
getting more tired as the days pass...feeling like shit..
fyp is around the corner and i am unprepared..afraid of failing at a time like this..i just wanna scrap thru..i dun wanna waste anymore time..normally i wouldn't care how i do..so long as i pass..but now how i do will not only put my own grades at stake..shit this man..why the f*** must there be fyp..i just want it all to end..not to mention another 2 more tests the eve of fyp day..with tons of reports still due..i just wanna scream...SCREAM...it's sucking me up mentally and emotionally..
my choreo..incomplete and i lost one dancer at a f***ing time like this..wtf..and because of that i'm all troubled bout the replacement..not to mention 19 more days to showtime and she hasn't started 3 choreographies....not 1...3...and because of that she's eating into my practice days..how the hell am i supposed to finish..and because of this..i'll get it from him for giving an incomplete showcase with 1 dancer short this wed...ya...this wed..when f***ing fyp presentation is gonna take place...and not to mention bout another performance she's accepted which means i've got another choreo due this fri..and guess what??? i hadn't got the time to even touch it..everyone's at my neck for something..i just wanna run away..physically tired and emotionally drained..what else more do you wanna do to me? skin me alive? guess it doesn't matter anymore..
Unveiled: Tamar
TheseAreAFewOfMyFavouriteThings_
Dark chocolate.
There's no need for explanations!
Counting money.
Who doesn't?
Art.
I love how the way you can express your emotions be it in a dance form or a piece of painting. And no words are needed for it! Awesome!
Semi-precious stones.
It's so much more unique..individualistic. There are so many different kinds of it around, just like how there are so many of us around and each and every one of us are different in our own good way.
Anything vintage.
Yes, there's a granny in me. Old things just makes me feel so much for it. Junk furniture, vintage flowery patchworked apparels and decor. All of it!
Old worn-out photographs.
Isn't it just heartwarming? To dig out those old photos that have been accumulating cobwebs in that small little dingy cupboard at that corner of your room, and just indulge in reminiscence.
Walking alone.
Sometimes, life is so tiresome and busy that I just want to take a slow stroll and let my poor sense of direction lead me to wherever it takes me and just admire everything else that's around.
My blanket aka nappy.
This is embarrassing...
Music.
I can just sit anywhere and listen to my mp3 for the whole day oblivious to my surroundings. It has this amazing ability to make me high and make me cry. I just wish that there's a mp3 out there with a longer lasting battery life.
Dance.
People who know me will know.
Friends.
Yes, the tv sitcom. Everyone loves it, no? I can watch it a million and one times and still find it funny. Hmm..who knows? Maybe all the twists and tangles in my life will end well. Just like Friends. Peace!
Crying.
Treatment: for extra relief and emotional detoxification. Side effects: may cause soreness, redness and sometimes harmful to one's pride.
Still, a highly recommended medication. Don't be a wussy and try it sometimes!
Shopping...
I know..I know..only girls will ever understand how it can actually be so highly therapeutic at times..*smirks*
The list goes on. There are so many things I love/love doing. Sometimes, you need the crazy dramatic things in life to make one truely see all the beauty that plays a part in it.