Some said she was blessed with numerous friends
But no one ever said anything about the problems that came along with it
The endless arguements and quarrels
They came one after another
Throughout her teenage life
She was sick and tired of it
She had to put on a mask to forget about her sorrows
Coz she just wanted to be happy with the people around her
Yet for all the good she did
She got back shit
And even lost herself some friends
She felt taken for granted of
Useless
Her love life was no better
Feeling cheated and fooled
Even guilty
After stepping out of each phase
She felt confused if it's ok to enter just one more
Will it turn out to be just another past?
Or will this be her future
Someone whom she could bring back to meet the parents
Nonetheless, she'll always be judged for the choices she made
Misunderstood by the world
Just because she was born with 'it'
That's when she wanted to seek refuge in a place called Home
All she wanted was peace in the house
But that's just to much to ask
And now she's lost without a place to hide
A failure academically, she's good at nothing
The only thing she was good at was her dream
She forgets everything and leaves it all behind
When she enters her world
That's the only thing she's left with
If she still wants to keep herself sane
In her screwed up life
But that's not her choice to make
She wasn't able to fulfil that dream
If she wants to keep him happy
And that's the worst feeling you can ever get
Not being able to fulfil your dream
Now she just has a simple request
To be happy
Can that be done for her?
Unveiled: Tamar
TheseAreAFewOfMyFavouriteThings_
Dark chocolate.
There's no need for explanations!
Counting money.
Who doesn't?
Art.
I love how the way you can express your emotions be it in a dance form or a piece of painting. And no words are needed for it! Awesome!
Semi-precious stones.
It's so much more unique..individualistic. There are so many different kinds of it around, just like how there are so many of us around and each and every one of us are different in our own good way.
Anything vintage.
Yes, there's a granny in me. Old things just makes me feel so much for it. Junk furniture, vintage flowery patchworked apparels and decor. All of it!
Old worn-out photographs.
Isn't it just heartwarming? To dig out those old photos that have been accumulating cobwebs in that small little dingy cupboard at that corner of your room, and just indulge in reminiscence.
Walking alone.
Sometimes, life is so tiresome and busy that I just want to take a slow stroll and let my poor sense of direction lead me to wherever it takes me and just admire everything else that's around.
My blanket aka nappy.
This is embarrassing...
Music.
I can just sit anywhere and listen to my mp3 for the whole day oblivious to my surroundings. It has this amazing ability to make me high and make me cry. I just wish that there's a mp3 out there with a longer lasting battery life.
Dance.
People who know me will know.
Friends.
Yes, the tv sitcom. Everyone loves it, no? I can watch it a million and one times and still find it funny. Hmm..who knows? Maybe all the twists and tangles in my life will end well. Just like Friends. Peace!
Crying.
Treatment: for extra relief and emotional detoxification. Side effects: may cause soreness, redness and sometimes harmful to one's pride.
Still, a highly recommended medication. Don't be a wussy and try it sometimes!
Shopping...
I know..I know..only girls will ever understand how it can actually be so highly therapeutic at times..*smirks*
The list goes on. There are so many things I love/love doing. Sometimes, you need the crazy dramatic things in life to make one truely see all the beauty that plays a part in it.